songs written by you

[liquidvirus]

i write songs when im bored anyone here also do that???
heres 1 or 2 i wrote today
i am whatever i never wanted to be
but this is always what you wanted to see
so i was left with no choice
but to drown myself n rejoice
you said so much
without moving ur lips
i wish i could say the same

whoever said silence was golden
its making me nervous, its breaking me down
n i probably would have told em
but you keeping bringing me down

even though i might walk away
those words will always stay
embedded in me
life isnt any more simple
ever since it became
you or me
looking up at the sky dosent help anymore
cause you killed that felling i felt before


whoever said silence was golden
its making me nervous, its breaking me down
n i probably would have told em
but you keeping bringing me down(X2)

in you case i rather hear nothing
silence may not be golden
but it hurts a lot less than you

so now its time to stop your crying
remember these word when im dying
these words may sound like a catastrophe
bu they  mean so much to me
so get outt a here beofre i kick ur ass
the doors that side
cuz you dont want me
u just want my cash..haha



2
when i saw you for the first time i knew there was
somthin right bout you
what i didnt realize was thre was actually somethin wrong wit me
i got my eyes wide open,but still i couldnt see
that everything that u have is totally fake
and everything that u say is another lie
so everything that u do makes me wanna cry

i used to call you but now  youre calling me
and u aint got anythin good to say
man i think youre close to insanity
and now ure calling me a sick pervert
after all the dirty things youve done with me
i think u need help,bitch
cuz ure just so lost at sea

they sparks still burn
but now they start no fire
the tides have turned
n theyve extinguished my desire
when will u learn
im not  a taxi you can hire
i mite rot in hell
but youre already there
and nothing's new
cuz u still dont seem to care
are you confused?
cuz i sure as hell am
so what do i say?
well i dont really know....cuz i think i got nothin
to say to you anymore

ive had enough
and im leavin this shit behiiindd
you im jus so fed up
i wanna kick you in your mind!!!!!

yup i was pretty bored

[jessica]

I write a hell of a lot..Poems..i don't know if they can be made into songs though..want me to post some ?

[liquidvirus]

yup...thats what this thread is for

[jessica]

oi, you'll find some when you wake up then  

[Kilamite]

In my band we try to keep lyrics short as we can't sing very well lol

Look at Sweet Child O Mine - that has hardly any lyrics - we try to base our lyrical "content" like that...a verse, chrous verse chorus then guitar solo-ing, riffing

[Jeff]

those are really good.
i might post a song, but im not sure, i'll think about it.

[jessica]

Thse are some of my latest ones, the older ones are different, i may post them if you ask..Please note they are all copyrighted for the whole world.


Sometimes


A word can sting like a dart, sometimes
Some sentence wounds deep in
Probably didn’t mean anything
A heart can break, sometimes

How the heart goes sore, hurt
How the hurt drenches my pores
How my pores want to melt
Melt, pain, and don’t want more

Sometimes I love you, need your touch
Sometimes, I hate you do much too
Sometimes, sometimes, do I live for sometimes?
Do I live to wait for you to love me, sometimes?

A word can show the road, sometimes
A way I was afraid to take, before
Because of a reaction, not anymore
A heart can be proud, sometimes

How would you feel to know?
How would you see my tears?
How these tears drench my face
Face to face, no where to go.

How would you feel to know?
How would you see my fears?
How these fears blocked my needs
Need to know, here to know...

Sometimes I love you, need your touch
Sometimes, I hate you do much too
Sometimes, sometimes, do I live for sometimes?
Do I live to wait for you to love me, sometimes?

Sometimes I think of you like you want me to
Sometimes I make a wish to forget about you
Sometimes, sometimes, do I live for sometimes?
Please be mine, now, love me, once, be mine.


Dad

You have not been gone a year
Every day reminds me of you
Every month, layer by layer
The vision of you falls through

I wish you were still by me
Shouting, telling me to grow up
Telling me of what I should see
Simply me not giving a fuck

In your own words, you were there
I couldn’t tell you, I loved you
Now I do, everyday, so sincere
Hoping you hear me Illyanou

How I wish I could pick up the phone
You’d be telling me about your days
I’d know just by your voice, your tone
We had found our own little ways

In your own words, you were there
I couldn’t tell you, I loved you
Now I do, everyday, so sincere
Hoping you hear me Illyanou

Now more than ever, I need you
The only comfort, imagining your presence
Life is hard right now, without you
Without my father, without your advice

In your own words, you were there
I couldn’t tell you, I loved you
Now I do, everyday, so sincere
Hoping you hear me Illyanou

You have not been gone a year
Your birthday is getting closer
February will be sad this year
I miss you dad, I miss my father.


Running away

When the skies turn black in my head
I understand of all I have ran away from
I remember what I’ve tried to forget
I know I ache for what’s called love

What seems so simple for most people
Is probably what’s the hardest for me?
I’d run after this feeling if I was able
After all, isn’t it what we all need?

Demons, memories, get out of my head
Find your way out, get out, get out
Demons, memories, get out of my head
I’m too tired, too tired to fight.

But it will be years before I am normal
Will I even be good enough to smile?
Every time I get up again, I fall
And I’ve been tired of it for a while.

Tears, screams and oh God whys
None helps as I slowly drown
Images of a happy me I once was
Where have I gone? Where?

Demons, memories, get out of my head
Find your way out, get out, get out
Demons, memories, get out of my head
I’m too tired, too tired to fight.

Demons, memories, get out of my head
Find your way out, get out, get out
Demons, memories, out, out, out
Tired, tired, so tired…...Why?


10 years

I've seen what a life can do
I've felt despair run through my veins
Not knowing who to turn to
Someone to help me out my pains

How many of these days and nights crying
Was I even a single day out of me ?
Would i have spent 10 ten years trying
If i was this reflection they see ?

I wanted to show everyone i loved
That i could, all by myself, find the way
I grew to be a normal woman, i made the move
Took the step day by day.

Why see me as some angelic face
when i have so many demons inside ?
I want you to know that i am blessed
And torn by these pains I hide

I speak of me to forget the past
I speak to you to think of the present
I speak in order to make now last
I speak of my own torment.


WAKING UP


When I open the shutters, all I can hear is the terrible noise the street sends to my ears.
I decide to get washed and dressed, I know half of the building is doing the same,
I end up with cold water to shower, I’m freezing and I point the finger with blame,
But I have to go out to face the world a bit; the end of my sacred isolation is near.

So I do what I have to do, and I end up getting dressed, slowly, gaining more time
I feed the cat, remind myself to check every room to close all the lights
I go towards the door and open it, getting a breeze of cool air, tell myself “Alright”!
Finally reach the main entrance and there I am, outside, still feeling fine.

I know it won’t last, it never does, there is always something that pisses me off quickly
Like some old lady walking her dog, dog that shits on the pavement in front of me
Or some driver who goes too fast in the street, enough to eventually kill a kiddie
And again, the people, looking lost and frightened, hiding behind a mask of nasty.

Yeah, I know I’m pissed off, that’s it, the day starts, I am out and have to stay out
I’m told it’s good to breathe some air, air that’s polluted anyway, air that stinks
I cross the road and get to the bank, see armed men in a van, I think it’s the “brinks”
They seem lost too, paranoid, doing a 360 with their heads out of pure fright

Lovely world of ours, lovely people, lovely everything, yeah, I’ll tell myself “i’m out!”
What am I supposed to fucking do? If I smile, I might annoy some sad soul that day
If I cry, I know people will avoid me, it’s themselves they see, them I could portray
So I keep neutral, for everyone’s sake, I lose the smile, the tears and the light

I haven’t even started the next hour, there I see young girls eating a hamburger
Oh fucking diet, fucking weight, fucking McDonalds, dirty food that smells so good
I have to rush towards the metro to forget, I try to bring on the French attitude
I forgot the look at my watch, no, I don’t wear any, I ask someone about the hour.

Christ, I’m late, lost in contemplation, I have to run, catch the train, fast!
But I don’t feel like it, I know I’m pissed off, I go back home to make a call
The meeting is annulled, I fake a story, end up with a “sorry for it all”
And make myself a cup of coffee, slowly, wanting to make now last.

Oh dear home, even with my shutters closed, you are my nest, my hole,
Outside is just grim, I didn’t really need to go, I’ll do it again, another day
I just wanted to feel good, not depressed by people, wanted to have my way
I go back to bed, bliss, slowly drift, knowing it wasn’t worth that day after all.

[Jotarou]

wow jessica, those are pretty cool.  i wish i could write poems such as thou.

[michelle__rose]

THOSE ARE ALL REALLY COOL!
i wrote some poems & songs, but i'm notta post them, some of them are to personal

[Aras_dk]

Jessica! You're poems are so stong and so saying!
They really touched me :-)

[nemo]

Why see me as some angelic face
when i have so many demons inside ?
I want you to know that i am blessed
And torn by these pains I hide[/color][/i]

i like this one,it reminds me of someone very close to me

i'd put some of my own stuff up here but i'm too lazy to type it all out, maybe one day

[jessica]

Thank you Guys and Gals..I'll post some more if you want ?

[Jotarou]

Jessica! You're poems are so stong and so saying!
They really touched me :-)

they touched me too jessica, they really touched me in all of my sweet , soft, tender places     ....ehhh....  

[jessica]

Jessica! You're poems are so stong and so saying!
They really touched me :-)

they touched me too jessica, they really touched me in all of my sweet , soft, tender places     ....ehhh....  

In your " sweet soft tender places" ? awww...I knew you had some, don't you worry...

Want some more ?