Don't know if I ever anticipated Christmas this much as a kid, except maybe when I got my first guitar.
If it weren't for all the peer pressure I'm getting from people who know how much I care about this not to listen and ruin it I would've caved.
I posted a facebook status about it this morning, and the only people that responded were my managers at work telling me that an intervention needed to be staged. I'm at work now. haha.