dude i know what you could just be going through.just reading this gave me chills to the max.that is too deep to imagine what you are thinking right now.
it's a bit much to take in,people in our past.i found my first love came in my life.i let him in an wondered why it didn't work.then relized how much i had grown since him.we fine that never knowing people still thought of us in yesterday.thats a special thing.but time doesn't heal all wonds.but things could really be set for another time in life.thus when we are ready for true love.it could be under your very nose or space.i don't know but im sure there if ya need me allways bro u know.