back in AA for real in all about it

[Sean]

I came in to see how your AA was going..

looks like u failed?  booooooooo

[anythinggoes]

i actually thought her more recent posts were starting to make a lot more sense, or maybe im just getting used to her style of writing

[horsey]

i came to believe in a power greater then me (life ),and cherish it dearly.
i had chest pains yesterday all day.
allmost in the er but it stopped and felt better.it was from caffeen from coffee and pepsi.
i don't drink much alcohol but if i do im not crucified about it.
im on antobiotics for ear infection's.
so can not drink alcohol now.
it doesn't bother me much though.
but the AA thing really wasn't for me now or years ago.
i know why too most come for a social life.
and that i have plenty of.
so there you go i have failed at AA but succeed in life regardless of other's opinion's in AA.

[aintitfun22]

i came to believe in a power greater then me (life ),and cherish it dearly.
i had chest pains yesterday all day.
allmost in the er but it stopped and felt better.it was from caffeen from coffee and pepsi.
i don't drink much alcohol but if i do im not crucified about it.
im on antobiotics for ear infection's.
so can not drink alcohol now.
it doesn't bother me much though.
but the AA thing really wasn't for me now or years ago.
i know why too most come for a social life.
and that i have plenty of.
so there you go i have failed at AA but succeed in life regardless of other's opinion's in AA.

horsey..........you da best

[Sean]

makes a little sense.. the AA part ....   I wouldn't do it for the social aspect

[horsey]

yeah well i have this thing all my life.if you tell me not to do something i want to do it more.
but i feel as though i don't have to prove anything to people about me anymore.
ive grown tierd of crap really an don't have much time for it.
so i live my life without any rules cause i would just break them anyhoot lol.
but if something starts to get outa hand i know what to do is ''get my shit together ''.
and i seem pretty fine so that a program of any kind is not for me really.

[Sean]

thats the little booze devil's talking 

[horsey]

yeah prolly 
but the real thing is to know when to say no.
but give in sometimes though.right now id love a few beers and some hockey.
but other then that i can't so why get upset and ruin a good day.
im on these antibiotics and really should get over being sick first.
the weekends drive me bizerk not drinking but i deal with it.
a bit more then giveing in so fast to them booze devil's lol.

[Coma_Rose]

i have failed at AA but succeed in life

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[aintitfun22]

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i got mine from horsey too....shes got some great quotes